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neko_kirin3104 ([personal profile] neko_kirin3104) wrote2015-08-25 06:05 pm

and kitty makes three [final] - his name is kazu




his name is kazu
[ohno/sho + nino/sho + aiba/jun] [pg-13] [au+humor+fluff+angst]



His name is Kazu. He will always be Kazu.

Even after crossing over into that plane where he's everywhere and nowhere all at once. A mere consciousness bearing no form floating along the edges of a seemingly endless dream...

Even while watching over the life he once had, the people he has left behind, for as long as he can hold on to the memories for that one final rush of genuine happiness he can take along to the afterlife...

And even as peaceful oblivion begins to engulf him right into the collective cluster of souls waiting for another chance at life...

Even as he opens his innocent eyes in another place, at another time to live a brand new existence--

Somehow he knows, he will always know...

That no matter how hard he might resist it, Sho Sakurai will still end up dating a single-minded musician.

Every single time.




***Another inspiration that I have refrained from mentioning so I wouldn't spoil the whole thing up is that episode in the fourth season of Ghost Whisperer entitled, Threshold. I have never cried so hard for any one series as hard as I cried for this one. I can count in one hand the number of episodes that didn’t make me want to just bawl my eyes out.

But what I loved most about the show is Jim’s all-encompassing love for his wife Melinda, as proved in the aforementioned episode, and in many others that came before and after that.***


And that officially wraps this drabble series up~!
♥♥♥~Thank you very much for reading~♥♥♥
I would really love to hear what you think about the entire thing.
I don't bite, I swear~ ^^V

[identity profile] flitterfly5.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
enjoyed every little bit of it! Again, I loved how it was told in scattered pieces; we got to figure out the truth along with poor Kazu.

Sho will always be dating a single minded musician --> that line made my heart lurch. I love the way you bring a sense of eternity into your stories. Even though Sho and Nino are destined to fall apart, they will forever bear the marks of their love TT

Thank you for writing this. I hope Sho finds peace with Ohno in the end <3

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I am really glad to know you enjoyed it, Mumu~! ♥
I do believe in reincarnation.
The very idea of death scares me so much that I guess I needed that one comforting tenet to assure me that it doesn't just end there.
That one day soon, the people we've lost now will find a way to cross our paths again in the next lifetime.
And that, like what they say, what's meant to be will always find a way.

But in the meantime, I hope Sho will eventually find peace with Ohno, too.
I honestly haven't thought that far ahead yet, lol~! xD

Thank you very much~! ^__^<3

[identity profile] flitterfly5.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Rin-chan <3 Your writing is breathtaking.
And yes, I have noticed that reincarnation seems to be a theme in quite a few of your "supernatural" fics. I like it, and I actually think you might be the one who first got me to accept fantasy/supernatural type Arashi fics (as well as horror!fics). I like the idea of strangers brushing shoulders, of missed opportunities, and of obscure linkages of fate, too! What's meant to be will always find a way, amen.
I will say once again that I am overjoyed you have come back.
huggssssss <333

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-03 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's good to always keep an open-mind and discover a whole lot of new things to broaden our perspectives. I am really glad (and quite flattered) to know that my wackiness has helped you expand your writing horizons, Mumu~!!<333

//huuuuuuggggsss//

[identity profile] spacewhistler.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 11:16 am (UTC)(link)
I can't believe this series is finished. I'm tearing up because this is so sad and painful. GAH. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. Thank you for writing this!

I need a moment to calm down, oh my gosh. I have never been this emotionally involved in a fanfic before. GOD.

(╥_╥)

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww, I am so sorry~! ♥
Truth is, up to the very last minute I was still debating with myself whether or not to let Kazu stay (as a cat? or maybe a dual soul with Ohno?). But I guess, this is the most realistic way this whole story can wrap up. ^-^

It is such a compliment knowing you got emotionally involved.
Thank you for investing both time and emotion to my humble fic. ♥
I am not glad for the pain and sadness I caused (//hugs), but knowing that you loved it anyway really does make me happy. ^___^<3

[identity profile] michi-a05.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Rin-chan! You're so bad! Of course how could anyone forget Ghost whisperer! This just about broke my heart you know! You got the insecurities of Kazu, right down to the bone! Despite his cocky, smart-ass attitude, i think that he hides alot of insecurities. I love seme-Kazu too! Always have. I also have imagined him being impulsive and will always see him as a musician (and gamer). How can Sho-chan move on from Kazu now? I want them to end up together!

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww, Michi~! I'm so sorry~! ♥
I did considere letting Kazu stay. Perhaps as a cat, or maybe a dual soul sharing Ohno's body? But the more realistic (and I guess safest) route won over. But Sho's got Ohno now, ne? //pouts// I'd like to think he'll be okay, eventually. Peace na tayo~ ^^V

I am really glad you found my Kazu on par with your own image of him. ♥
Even as an uke, though, Kazu will always be a dominant smart-ass in my head, lol~! xD

And Ghost Whisperer~! It does still make me cry every time. T.T

Thank you very much~! ^__^<3

[identity profile] michi-a05.livejournal.com 2015-08-26 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
I did think of the those things that you were saying while reading along the fic, but even if you can love two people in the same lifetime, I guess loving two people at the same time, (with one already dead) is asking for too much trouble.
Don't get me wrong, ❤❤❤ to Oh, of course, but in this univ, I feel Sho belongs to Kazu. Anyway, maybe in this case, it'd be best for him to return to Oh-chan.
And yep, no matter what universe, Kazu's a smart-ass! Hihi!
Hugs!

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-03 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Aaah, it's a Sakumiya fic, after all~!
I am really glad the Sakumiya caught your heart, even though their happy ending never did happen in this lifetime.
LOL~!! Yeah, he's constant, that brat~!! ^___^<333

[identity profile] michi-a05.livejournal.com 2015-09-04 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
I read Sakumiya fic too, and love it. I was even able to read yours with Kazu against the dog Sochi. It's one of my dave pairings esp. since I also find Nino possessive in nature. And with all the behind the scenes that show Nino and Sho sharing snickers and glances as if they have secrets the others don't know about makes me ❤❤❤ them. So yep, go Sakumiya fics!

[identity profile] rifnaoei.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)

You.... T_T


Thank you for sharing~ :)

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwww, I'm so sorry~! ♥ //hugs//
I super LOOOOVE your userpic, though~!
For a moment there, I thought they've just kissed *wishful thinking* xD

Thank you very much~! ^__^<3

[identity profile] rifnaoei.livejournal.com 2015-08-25 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)

Well, I believe Sho will spend the rest of his life happily with Satoshi. So this kind of ending is acceptable. (Yama Bias) :P


The first time I found this picture I also thought the same like you! That's why I choosed to use this picture! I wanna see them kissing for real! I just in love with this pairing too much! Have a fantasy about them as a real sweet couple, help me feel better when I'm so down. X3

Edited 2015-08-25 23:15 (UTC)

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-02 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I do, too~!! Why is it that they go around kissing other old men and not each other? LOL~!! <333

Awww, hang in there, all right~! Life's tough, but you can always choose to be tougher. And there will always be Yama Pair to keep us happy~<333

[identity profile] rifnaoei.livejournal.com 2015-09-06 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Well, maybe no one can stop them once their lips meat each other,
So the staff can't let them do that~ But hey, that will be even better~! :3 :P

Yo~~~ <3
Edited 2015-09-06 01:03 (UTC)

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-06 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL~!! That could be true~!! And wouldn't we all love to see that? <333
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[personal profile] akhikaru 2015-08-25 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, I finished reading this morning, but hadn't had time until now to comment ^^U
I loved it. It was sad, really sad xD But it was really great! And beautiful, somehow...
Thanks for sharing it with us :) :)

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-02 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I am really glad you liked it, Aki~!! And thank you for taking the time to let me know what you think about my series~! I appreciate it so SOOO much~♥♥♥
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-08-26 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
And Kazu will always be Kazu in Sho's heart.

This is really making my heart swell with contentment. I thought Kazu will stay as Yuuji, but I'm glad he didn't. Cause, Nino needa to let Sho go in order for Sho to let go as well. And Nino would just have to trust Ohno more.

Rin~ it's not purely yama, but I love it still. Death and Love are my two favorite pair in fics. Hahaha!

Oh gosh why do I miss you so much you! I read this in one sitting! That's how much I love you! Hahaha!

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-02 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
He will always be, right? T_T<3

I am really glad the outcome worked for you, too~! I kinda knew it would, lol~! We seem to think the same way //squeeeezes//

And that is why we're twinnies, hehe. And I love you, too~! ~<333
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-09-03 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
*nods* No one can replace Kazu. <3

I love it! really! And yea.. we do think the same way. I really dunno why. You could be my soulmate for all I care. *thinks* I think we're really made for each other Rin! MARRY ME!

Haha! I love you tooo~

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-03 06:22 am (UTC)(link)

Ask me again when we finally meet, hahahaha~!!! //kuchi koo// ♡

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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-09-03 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
I will seriously do that you know. and I'll give you a ring too.

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Is the ring in your liking Milady? *Kageyama mode*

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-03 07:42 am (UTC)(link)

This will give me cavities, Kageyama~✌
Let me think about it some more... //munches on the ring//

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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-09-03 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
Then share the cavities with me. I will still love you! Till the last sugary coated calorie, do us part.

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-06 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
That does sound tempting, Anne.
But I've already munched on the ring... Gomeeeeee~n! T^T<3

Can we maybe have this instead...?


Kuchi-kooooo~!!

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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-09-07 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Awww.. man! I'm hungry! *pouts* You should treat me pizza though if you want me to be your player two! :D

but really Rin,

I will always..
I CHOOSE YOU!

KUCHI KUCHI KOOO to you too!

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-09-23 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)


Pika pika pika pi~?♥ [Translation: Will you be my pepperoni~?♥]
Okay, now I'm hungry, too~!! Hahahaha~!! ♥
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-09-24 03:32 am (UTC)(link)

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You know I will always love you Rin-chan!
May you be my eggs with my bacon!
May we get fat together!


I just realized.. FOOD everywhere. I wouldn't be surprise though.. Our ichibans.. LOL

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-10-01 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I definitely won't mind getting fat if it's with you, Anne~!
And you're right~!!! LOL~!! Those foodie old men are rubbing off on us, huh?

And also this...



Will you be the little fishy in the aquarium that is my heart?
So lame, hahahaha~! m(_ _)V
That ring, tho~! ♥♥♥
Edited 2015-10-01 22:51 (UTC)
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-10-02 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
That's *cries* Beautiful Rin! Gosh! Why am I emotional! *swipes tears* I'll marry you! and live in your aquarium heart! <3 <3 <3

So are you wiling to be cuffed with me for the rest of our lives? <3

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hahaha!

[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-10-05 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Anne, did you really even need to ask? ♥

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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-10-06 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
My love for you is like the ocean, vast, deep and clear! <3

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[identity profile] neko-kirin3104.livejournal.com 2015-10-12 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my, that's so pweeeetty~!!! ♥
A perfect match for this--



Our love shall surpass both the peaks of heaven and the depths of the earth~! ♥

(And this thread is slowly becoming quite a catalogue for unusual engagement rings, huh? LOL~!)
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[personal profile] octavialao 2015-10-14 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
My eyes will only see you and only you. Here, have the window of my soul.

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Yea.. A catalogue of unconventional engagement rings! But also a compilation of one-liners for proposal! Shall we write a book on "how to propose in a weird fun crazy way?" HAHA

[identity profile] shilriarizz.livejournal.com 2016-08-09 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
OMG. 😭😭😭